Alive, and attempting to kick!

Anyone still out there?  I’m back in Colorado, albeit with mixed feelings.  I owe you folks a huge update, but my heart has not been into blogging lately.  I can barely bring myself to keep up with my blog-roll, which regularly tops 250+ unread posts.

I may not have been deployed, and I’m not downplaying those emotions or even trying to liken my own to them, but reintegration has been a challenge.  I was blissfully out of touch with reality while I was gone, and I was extremely successful at what I was doing.  I come back to disorganization and chaos, both at home and work.  Colorado feels different.  I feel different.  

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  • bethany ngsaid

    i was only gone two months and it took me a while to get back to normal. it is strange coming back to a familiar place, yet things have changed while you have been away. it is hard to find your "home self" again. don't worry though, it will all become normal again.

  • Lindseysaid

    HI Erin, Congratulations on the new arrival. I just got back from BMT and Tech School and you helped me so much before I left and now since I have returned with getting back in the swing of being with my guard unit and everything. Thank you again.

  • Erinsaid

    @Lindsey – Thank you so much! Congratulations on joining the operational Air Force! Best of luck in your unit!

  • Auniesaid

    Erin, I think I understand this post now. It's hitting me so hard. Deep, deep sadness. Hoping to move past it… and soon.

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